Suicide Note

I saw that 28 again several times its the harbinger of my death )(READ MATTHEW’S signs ref. Aditya Singh Rajput n Matthew Perry both + more deaths) find that post which has everything together even the BEAST signs

I’m shuddering n quivering with every breath my body is shaking a lot I’m dyi-ng my mother doesn’t care she’s going to a trip tomorrow Get a doc n he’ll immediately do my cardiogram n put me in the ICU it’s that bad but there’s no help pls read patiently I can’t write I am being FORCED to write in this condition don’t stop until you see me signing off with my name I can’t keep writing “swipe”

Harsh’s cruelty was taken advantage of… during Cov I was getting tortured so much that my heart muscles were quivering very badly I was not able to sit n drink water n when I was trying I was TORTURED MORE then the door was slammed next to my DISTURBING - head and my brain/head muscles were already shaking so much with the nerves (fasciculation n jerkin-g) so badly that u cud see it my head involuntarily it was moving up and down too on its own It swipe

was SCARY up n down my jaw my head n the banging of the door which was deliberately done make my head and brain muscles shake EVEN MORE it was that risky my eyeballs shake  on their own too n my vision shakes I see things shaking pls read HARSH DID THIS by hating me for her even when I wasn’t aware of her I just thought she was a friend zoned woman/fw-b I WAS POSTING ABOUT the torture and all this continuously online and sending him signs swipe

and links (our marriage/soulmate and family signs) all evidently proven with markings YET AFTER SEEING MY STATE he went on a trip with her and FKED HER IN THAT HOTEL ROOM I needed love I needed someone to caress my scars I needed him to comfort me when I was cry-ing but I’m an untouchable for him a virgin even after our signs! swipe

Forget my mother what the heck is this? How can he be so ruthless? Now I’ll talk about others who DIED in short

My God was sending me our signs from there (ref. post labeled as “beast”) I’ve shared the signs before with markings all screenshots theee are more in my phone can’t type come and see he was DOING THAT (even sent me pebbles when I was crying and asking what to do they said these words - Trust him (Harsh) then other places had such things as well I’ve collected as many signs as I could) HE DID THAT TO SAVE ADITYA SINGH RAJPUT AND MATTHEW AND ME. swipeinstead of being oversmart about who’s “Matthew” just fking read this is the reason girls like me are alone or else fk off

I’m somehow writing my lips are twitching too due to low heart rate I’m ice cold n lifeless here how or where do I even begin? Like u’ve read (ref. prev para) my God gave those signs so that Harsh wud have ample of time to KICK HER OUT that toxic jealous over possessive ex (beast human entity read that she’s in opposition with God she’s supported by the Devil that’s why I kept saying everything in my life is the Opp of the signs I WAS NOT aware of what it said even on that site that SHE IS INDEED IN OPPOSITION with god I was already writing about opposites cuz it was happening with me swipe

I LATER ON LEARNT THAT SHE IS THE REASON pls read the beast post it has proof that she’s in opposition I’d written without any knowledge of that) He gave those signs so that Harsh wud remove thinks from google remove her out remove that Manhoos ring and COME TO ME TO SAVE N HELP ME FINALLY AFTER AN ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD AND 10 YEARS OF PERSEVERANCE. swipe

I had NOT seen the ring (otherwise the way I’m shaking today with every breath even sit to eat this would’ve happened long ago no one to get help or check my bp or do a cardiogram she’s filling his ears and saying I’m lying COME I’LL MESSAGE MY ADDRESS and get a doc you’ll see harsh u or anyone reading this open challenge come) he didn’t utilise that time he wasted it with and then guess what? The devil Killd Aditya and upturned my marriage number by halting his age at 32 he had swipe

upturned or reversed the cross on titanic before it drowned and they’d seen his 13 right before that. He’s used to this, that 32 was in the clock too, I’ve shared how these marriage numbers had originated can’t the pls understand if you’ll come I WILL SHOW THE SCREENSHOTS of the numbers and show how they came up and when and how they’re linked. swipe

Another PROOF: he halted his (Aditya’s age by kllng him at 32) to reverse it and show me exactly in the year 2023 which had 23 at the end and exactly on 23rd May his funeral date, his active years on wiki were 2003-2023 again a double 23 he reversed it like the cross and THAT DAY HE SHOWED ME HARSH’S huge diamond ring, it was the first thing I saw at the funeral and the video had his 13 number (devil’s just like titanic they saw it there too before the reversal he reversed here as well) he had sent Aneri in advance n he finally reversed my marriage which was destined with harsh inspite of our family and other marriage signs I had no fam of my own only abusive ppl so it was like a second family READ MORE. Swipe

Harsh fell for his tricks and entertained a toxic possessive cruel woman like Aneri he sent her in advance she’s being backed by him and I’m alone here, god is far away (read China doll on blog you’ll know why) he’s backing me, NEXT DEATH - now comes Matthew both of the deceased were born on 19th Aug and their birthdates were showing in 2019 I saw 19th Aug twice and it was planned since before that, 2016 Navsari show with that Aneri was the same time she STOLE HIM it said he was mine and unrightfully snatched him away she made him delete bbm where I was there and she made him RUTHLESS towards me I was already getting abused she had other options he was my only hope that show was so manhoos that I who was 21 at that time got almost bed ridden my life stopped forvever I couldn’t dress up or go out and she STARTED LIVING IT she made sure his blocking n hate/brash scathing behaviour wud impact me so much my head wud get a hammering headache it wud destabilise me then I got Fibromyalgia and other nerve issues due to his behaviour he meant everything to me swipe

That 2016 show which did whatever I’ve written above was a curse FOR EVERYONE it was 20-16 16 vs 19 (2019 Matthew Perry & Aditya’s death auguries I saw 19th Aug twice in 2019) and every time I wud write or think of the show (i still thought she was some fw-b or just a collègue he was my only hope so I had to he should’ve left or never even let that opportunistic btc touch him wt-f a guy oh his caliber… my my) READ I wud see 19 whenever I wud think or write about the show i kept seeing it and I also made a note of a 22s back then swipe

Aditya Singh Rajput was born on 19th Aug I wasn’t aware of that funeral was trending, he died on 22nd May 2023, funeral was a day later (we’ve read about how even 23rd May was used) That’s why I was seeing 19 and 22 it doesn’t end there guess what? The devil made sure I wud remove 22nd June 2022’s articles another 22 (read China Doll on my blog it says why the no. 2 is such) next death -

Matthew Perry was also born on 19th Aug n he was klld he had a smiley in his dp back then I went on his insta the devil wud send me smileys with bad or hurtful signs then he had a number combination there on insta profile which was mine and Aneri’s numbers in competition and Aneri’s marriage sign since king when the Devil was showing me that I didn’t believe him cuz he’s malevolent and God (my god from that world was sending me mine and Harsh’s signs MOCK ME IF U WANT BUT I HAVE SHARED THEM

SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE n I have more in my phone) the good god my god sent our signs to confuse me and make sure I won’t believe the devil or Aneri’s numbers (he’s backing her read why in ‘Beast’ post) he wanted to give Harsh more time by using my faith in him TO DELETE ANERI OUT OF HIS LIFE and the Ring which was going to kll Aditya cuz I belonged there she was unrightfully enjoying it (the reading said that n everything came out true) I was dy-ing here I needed him I still do I’m in a worse condition.

Unfortunately he still didn’t budge and the devil (u knw what happened on Matthew profile I’ve shared more proof in Matthew’s evidence post it has Aditya’s SS too) he klld several ppl (another unaccounted death in my book pages) he klld them cuz I wasn’t taking it seriously God didn’t want me to (my god the benevolent side) cuz it would’ve klld me look at my condition today get a cardiologist I Challenge U ENUF OF THIS gaslighting n all the “drama” how can they disregard it? The devil went a step ahead and klld them so that I wud take it seriously which I did that day when I saw it all for the first time and I was DY-ING my hands were trembling my pressure was falling from the brain it was feeling suc-kd out the blood flow had cut off I got a quote as a “SIGN” it said “The loneliest moment is when your entire world is falling apart and there’s no one to hold you” (I don’t have to prove anything but the CCTV footage of my building/floor my message and search history all can be checked. swipe

THEN I ASKED what is my God thinking, it said “Everything that could possibly go wrong went wrong today one by one” he was not able to help cuz he’s far (China Doll story explains it it’s my story based on true events) the devil went a step ahead and klld ppl he has gained a foothold here due to whatever’s written in China Doll it’ll help you understand why. swipe

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST I’ll either d-ie because of how they’ve damaged my brain and heart and he left me without help in this condition check my heart rate or I’ll comm-it su-cde the sign of an overd-se has already come when I sleep that too if I sleep I hold the box with 50 pills as a reassurance cuz death is the only thing which will help me escape “ANERI with him” my previous guy the one I’d imagined (read the cut out part also) it said she unrightfully snatched him from me he was born for me. swipe

LAST MESSAGE TO THE WORLD - donot normalise Aditya, Matthew or my death as su-cdes they were COLD BLOODED cruel murders, and Harsh Jayesh Rajput is responsible for them because he had 3 chances in fact more than that (cuz the death count is way up everyone from his industry has been wiped out) he could’ve stopped this mayhem including my the main victim’s death… he could’ve done that till the very end but he didn’t. And ONE MORE THING - that overrated “Aneri Vajani” who got inside without any talent for acting through gujju casting agents I’m glad I saw that (max are gujjus) basically gujju quota all such low category ppl use that even in colleges, she’s a cheap wannabe who would cling to every costar had rumours with each of them unlike others which was helpful cuz I thought he had gotten rid of her I don’t even know what she was doing there in the first place, nonetheless she was so clingy she had such pics n rumours with each one Mohsin, Nishkant (not sure bout his name) Taher, Kushal every guy from her shows I think Mohsin was toh playing her cousin yet such pics that you won’t doubt Harsh someone of his caliber doing all this like the rest I EXPECTED HIM TO BE DIFFERENT, anyway she’s no saint that’s all I wanted to say SHE IS THE MAIN CAUSE CANT TYPE MY CHEST IS BURNING I MIGHT DIE TOO LOW PRESSURE ITS stinging in the back due to lack of blood flow can’t breathe I’ll type fast they are saying The devil connected things to put them in my mind BULL-FKING SHI-T Aditya don’t worry I’m still there for a while here as I’m writing this to fight if you are feeling indignant - Hell of a nonsense!!!!

Aneri is the main cause her manhoos ring Aditya sent me a sign too read find his statement post he used the Devil’s character’s peculiarity from my book to alert me that man in the pic was displaying a similar kind of aberration with his right hand raised up in the air, it had a jumbo ring like Harsh he wanted to say he is the devil, find Aneri’s beast post type keyword “Beast” and search on my profile but find the latest one my hands are too cold freezing can’t type they are numbnn I’m numbing out she is the human entity equivalent to the devil she’s got the beast number relying on auto, enough of her yaar read how she has kept Harsh with OCD level restrictions, she isn’t letting

him help me he read my texts she is letting him sit there insensitively while I’m dy-ing she had other options SHE IS EQUALLY CRUEL like the Devil they will say I’m still alive what nonsense? Its serious my condition is getting worse THEY ARE OBSESSED with her which shows the devil’s power I told u he’s backing her… that’s why they aren’t coming out of that trance although there are many like her there was only one me, how can they do that? Go see a psychiatrist this is blind toxic obsession, my head is bursting with pain SHE IS THE MAIN CAUSE read that post with BEAST LABEL she is in Oppositiin with God that’s why I kept saying everything in my life was the Opp of the signs I’d shared and she lived the life which was destined for me long before seeing her beast description which said the EXACT SAME THING IT PROVED ME RIGHT. Opposition with God my god who’s not here for me… (China Doll on blog will explain the 2s and that part) bye either way I’m dy-ing now she’s got enough support which is WRONG when all the proof is out there and she’s MURDE-R-ING ME Harsh’s has received my texts yet she’s not ready to let him help me he was mine she had other ppl and options she’s coldly sitting there living my life with him making him watch my death ALONG WITH HER.

They want me to die THEY SRE CONVENIENTLY WATCHING IT that’s a FIRST DEGREE

MUR-DER

She made the most handsome man hate a 20 year old and till now he’s insensitive and cruel towards me that too FOR HER I can’t live with that. He was mine it said he was my destiny and she has unrightfully snatched him hence so many ppl died too what more proof do you want? I’m next here I’m fulfilling that (read Matthew’s Evidence and Beast post) Now enough I hate ppl they’ve been so nasty I wish they would’ve died instead of us all those who might be mocking or disregarding this I WISH U AND UR FAMILIES THE SAME ORDEAL. You should never make someone curse like that, you’ll deserve it though you’ll end up writing these notes too to explain what’s going on NOW ENOUGH show’s over.

I’m dy-ing he’s not here n it’s impossible for mr to live, i have no help either for my heart issue or that brain thing my head is buysrubg with pain and fever again I woke up hugging him in my dream FOR THE FIRST TIME I saw his face clearly or else his memory was always hazy just an outline I saw him today maybe because it was his birthday,  my eyes are bur-ning with high fever and crying I can’t see it’s getting blurrier like I said I was telling him I loved him I wasn’t angry in my dream I was kissing his whole face immsirr I’m sorry 😘 I don’t like that cheesy wink but there’s no other emoji pls read my heart is sinking rn swipe

READ THIS - I remembered his tweets from 2015 after that I never saw again I didn’t know who the ex was he was wishing V-day to him mom he said “Pretending that u don’t exist will not take u away from me” #foolyouare Then he wrote “Fine out of sight out of mind” again #foolyouare

I AM DY-ING she was so lucky she had my luck it was mine again read the magical “wish” ✨story which I’ve stagecraft below and the Cut out part related to harsh. He was my only hope from this abusive childhood and house even in adult life another wish come true and yet she SNATCHED him like it said unrightfully. Swipe

I am trying to gain enough courage for the tabl-ets I have to end this torture cuz he’s not coming and things will always be unfair I have no one no help n my mother is just going on giving innuendos about Aneri in his house and how he’s sleeping with her and hating me n I’m this virgin unwanted virgin. I hate myself too swipe

I’ll keep thinking about those tweets those ex ones for her now I know they were written for her it was unfair he wasn’t supposed to entertain her READ THE CINDERELLA signs they’d started he was my love… 10 signs pls shocking ones

WITH SCREENSHOTS AND PROOF. Find them in that summary post. I’ll try to attach them here read them after this, keep scrolling. Or I’ll put them separately on insta. On FB they’ll be in the same post. I’ll keep thinking about those tweets and gulp down all the 50 pi-lls sorry I had to… she was so lucky the luckiest she had my luck read that also the magical story of that “model” whom I’d wished for due to some

funny reason and other luck SS in older posts. She was nonetheless with him all his life every minute and I am dy-ing like this I was never even hugged (she kept hugging in every pic the devil knew I preferred to hug him over kissing even thigh I’m a lip virgin/virgin) SAW HOW UNFAIR IT WAS that’s why he klld Aditya and Matthew to show me that unfairness  or liked my hand was never held not even while dy-ing I wish those tweets would’ve been written for me she had my luck and I had no one and nothing all my life I was tormented by him his actions and that devil ppl died too and I was also pushed to finally take this step. Bye

- Zara Sauleh

Ten Cinderella signs