My hands & legs are feeling very weak & lifeless I’m not in a position to sit today, I could hardly eat or drink anything, I was busy telling God that He’ll repent one day when I’ll come to Heaven… for what has happened, that guy ruined my life & self confidence, he took away my hope (it was all I had) when I was merely 20… it seems like they approach you only to make fun of you & humiliate you. I had started seeing the numbers ‘2’ & ‘1’ (together) continuously long back but I wasn’t able to make out what they were, I kept wondering if they meant 2+1=3? Or 21 or 12? And then after a few months they stopped & the same day I saw his number and my number twice together and then ‘111’, in fact our numbers were side by side & they had 1 all around, I have more details in ‘Soulmates Decoded’ I immediately googled ‘111’ I’ve been seeing 111 repeatedly now, it said it connoted 2 bodies, 1 soul and I finally realised why I was constantly seeing 2 and 1… anyway again, I don’t believe in all this. There has to be some mistake and imagine if people can make huge mistakes and have horrible consequences then if God makes a mistake it will obviously have BIGGER repercussions and my life is a prime example of that.
I happened to play a song which was exactly 5:29 (minutes & seconds) long I was thinking about that guy “501” (5th Jan) & Me and at the same time I saw 5:29 (5 stands for his birthdate, 29 is mine) and the very SAME MOMENT I also saw the number 52 in my clock (minutes) which is again 5 & 2 (2+9=11 which is 2, I’ve been calling myself 2 as a single digit reference) I saw the numbers “111”
around and when I googled it I came across this theory:
Ancient Greek God Zeus was intimidated when humans were getting born, he saw that they all had 2 hands, 2 legs, 2 eyes and he didn’t want any competition he thought they’ll upstage or overthrow him so he decided to split their souls into half and ever since then they were born with a “soulmate” or twin flame… as in Two Bodies, One Soul, so ‘1’ or those ‘111’ indicated (when I was looking for 111’s definition I came across that story) it indicated that 5 - him & 29 - me or “52” are two bodies & one soul, soulmates but frankly I don’t believe in it anymore. But in case if it’s true, then I know my enemy now & it’s gonna rain a lot one day because Zeus himself would be crying.
More coincidences which would further prove this theory:
Update: I thought to myself, how can these Gods go so wrong? I do believe they have a strong influence over our lives, let me give you a brief:
I first met him on the 2nd of Oct & then for the second time on the 2nd of April, ie. 24 hours before my parent’s wedding anniversary & my mom & his mom shared the SAME Birthdate, his brother was also born on my mother’s birthdate, all three of them are born on 21st Dec & he and my brother have the same numerological value which is ‘9’ & they both have double letters ‘EE’ in their names, sorry I’ll have to share it, Preet & Zeeshan. Moreover they had the same pet name as kids “Chiku”… I next saw him on the 9th of Oct ie. my brother’s birthday and then 29th Jan so it was in this sequence - first on 2nd Oct, then 2nd April, then 9th Oct then 29th Jan, they all have the numbers 2 and 9, coincidentally he liked exactly 9 of my pics and coincidentally my birthday also falls on ‘29th March’.
Hmmm… I blamed God and while I was blaming him I saw 111 and our birthdates 5:29 & 52 both at the same time (you know the rest of the story) it was almost as if God was saying, “Don’t blame me it was Zeus” and then when I said I’ll make him weep it almost felt like Zeus was pointing his finger to someone else, He’s like “Psst… don’t take my name but I can give you a hint, he is very notorious, naïve & he has big flappy wings & some people believe he is cross eyed”
So the next time you have a round table conference at Valhalla, your entire “Council” “of Gods” will have to (finally) decide who’s gonna take responsibility of whom and not only rectify your mistake but also apologise, yes you will. I don’t care, all of you’ll will, even “Apollo” will Apologise…
I do believe they influence your life a lot, I mean I am covering something in my next book, that particular segment is based on Greek & Roman mythology + constellations, when I was thinking about the fact that my brother and his brother both had consecutive double ‘EE’ (in their names) the very same moment, I came across these words “Apollo’s Mother”
I googled it and found out that she is the Goddess of Oblivion… remember I would repeatedly say, I won’t take the blindfold off no matter what because I don’t want to lose any hope and I’ll remain in my own world - with him, Oblivious to everything till the end of time.
It sort of connected there… I instantly remembered that piece which I had drafted long ago, about remaining in “oblivion”… next, the winged guy, does anything ring a bell?
Something struck me…
I would keep reminiscing about 2012 ‘cuz things were comparatively better back then, I had no care in the world, I was healthy I had a pretty normal insouciant life… I wasn’t even aware he existed but… then one day, I went to some shop in Bandra, it wasn’t a thrift store or anything, so it’s not like it was cursed or pré-owned but I really wish I hadn’t taken “whatever” I got from there, I purchased two nose rings, I remember very well, one of them was plain and the other one had a diamond & I chose one hairband for my cousin, it was her favourite, she was only three back then, it had a small bunny with some decal on top, I also purchased that - Unlucky Cupid necklace from there (featured in www.lilacnight.com/post/stupid-cupid)
I feel this cupid necklace brought a steak of bad luck in my life, it all went downhill from there, my toddler cousin lost her hair band, I lost my everything (except for my virginity which is considered a taboo if you are above 23, it clearly means you are impotent) She left that bunny hairband in the chauffeur driven commute while we were returning from Kerala, in Taj’s SUV, my aunt joked, “She left behind a souvenir for them” I felt so bad, she would wear it everyday… I was glad she liked my choice. I then met that guy the next year and I think it was this Cupid who brought him into my life because when we met again in 2015 ie. 2 years later (2 years from 2013) I found my old jewelry box which had those nose rings and Cupid, I was carrying him when I saw that guy on 9th Oct & 29th Jan and both the days were Fridays and both the times I had a very weird uncanny incident which is written in the Stupid Cupid post, both the days I saw him around midnight and I had followed the same suit that is, I first went to High Street Phoenix and then Infinity mall Malad… but I saw him somewhere else, both the days I had a hunch repeatedly so I knew I would be seeing him, I just wanted to make out if I was a psychic… for that weird incident you can refer to this post over here.
Cupid is known for shooting arrows to wrong people, especially if they are wildly inappropriate for you, I don’t think we are made for each other… but “111” is also suggestive of the fact that we are soulmates, maybe one day I’ll get to narrate the rest of my story to him, where I’ve unravelled a lot of secrets and it might explain all the other uncanny weird incidents I’ve mentioned in SC post; remember when I heard his dad’s name, twice? And both the times I was in the Doctor’s cabin but they were two different doctors in two different locations and I also saw 2 different father and son duo coming from the opposite lane around the same time, it was so riddling but I have figured it all out, I know why that happened.
On second thoughts, I might not narrate it if my fate is to wait until he is old after he has slept and enjoyed his life with several “attractive” women who were “better” than me simply because of my looks, that’s more than an insult, as if I have no feelings no life no dreams no hopes…
So be it Zeus or Cupid or God, they are all going to pay, I’m sorry.
Also, some app said he (501) would say, I’m the one who’s unlucky so FYI the number ‘2’ or my birthdate (29 2+9=11 1+1=2) isn’t unlucky, ‘2’ always felt like a magic number, I have written about it in my book, I can’t divulge much but here, I always felt like I was receiving direct messages from God (for instance, the Coffee screengrab which I’ve shared in ‘Stupid Cupid’) whenever the number 2 would be around I would get relevant answers and “messages”/coincidences and then I learnt that 2 stood for Archangel Michael, God’s Messenger & underhand… I also came across so many pics which had the words “Michael’s Daughter”, I had already written that Angels signify the number ‘2’ in my book, the logic is fairly simple… won’t be sharing one of the incidents I’ve written in my manuscript, it’s in fact, a very big, noteworthy incident from the Mid-Centuries but just to give you an example, the number “13” is not actually the Devil’s number, it is 1+3 ie. 4, the Devil rules your day and makes it unlucky if it’s the 4th of anything…
Not only me but my whole family has experienced extremely bad things on that date… their cab was cancelled thrice, they lost their umbrella, I fell somewhere, dropped my fav item, etc. we’ve all had our fair share of bad experiences on 4th. Angels are number 2 and the Devil is 4, Angels and the Devil are made up of the same element, the Devil was also once an angel, they are both beings of light, I’m not glorifying myself but my name also means ‘Light’ ie. in French and ‘Bright as Dawn’ in Arabic and ‘Radiance’ in Spanish so it more or less has the same meaning everywhere and coincidentally my birthdate, not only the date but the numerological total is also 29 which is 11 and ‘2’. Having said that, Angels are more balanced, they are 2 but the Devil is extreme hence he is 4, who has turned his Light into Fire, he is full of rage… I’ve had several coincidences revolving around “light” and I’ve shared them before. When I was writing about all those paintings, I remarked “how great they’ll look when I’ll switch on the lights” and the same moment my phone “lit” up due to “sufficiently charged battery” and just when I was thinking about “sunlight” I came across a pic which had loads of sunlight pouring in, conversely I’ve also shared a bad incident related to Fairy Lights… C O I N C I D E N C E S #rains #mumbairains #offseason #neverforget #alwaysandforever
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Zara Sauleh
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