She never received anything in return
except for those “likes”
and a tad bit of interest,
something she had never expected...
for she’d always been friendless,
hurt, abandoned, dismissed
And although there was nothing to look forward to, no promises to be kept
nor any hope or chance at happiness,
she continued to love Him immensely & unconditionally
Being a 20 year old girl, she tried her level best
to share her thoughts & resolve
all misunderstandings and disputes
for almost 6 years till he turned 32
She waited forever until her last breath
and decided to let it go with
a final sigh of grief...
The last words on her unkissed lips were
“You’ll be missed like warm, golden mornings...
but I’ll carry you in my soul like the ‘moon’
to make it through this eternal night hiding
my shining sun in disguise...”
-your’s truly but n-ever really...
She got fibromyalgia due to all the heartbreaks, exploitation and trauma...
and was thrashed several times even after being diagnosed with this painful ailment thanks to Him
Her time stopped, the clock didn’t
but she couldn’t do anything... & her heart was equally helpless about those feelings
She worked hard & published her own book by single handedly carrying out everything right from writing, typing, editing, designing
to logistics and marketing
She even tried to move on but no one ever liked her probably because they only wanted to sleep with her & she was looking for the kind of love she felt for Him...
She was never given a chance to be happy
& was made to cry every single
day of her life
The closest contact she ever had
with any man was just a chat
that too she had to approach him as a
completely different person...
After that, he was busy flirting with her pretty,
rich masquerading sham
concealing fresh wounds & raw emotions
Finally as guessed she
ultimately gave up
with a profound state of perpetual silence
After losing both hope and faith,
all she needed was some peace to
put her aching soul to rest
till eternity was met...
and there! It all abruptly
ended just like her new beginning
after she crossed paths with him
Xoxo
Love, Czar
Zara Celéste
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