Yesterday I was browsing a few wallpapers & I fell in love with one of them but it wasn’t available in India so while I was frantically looking for it online I realised that the code had “201” in the ending… and it was hardly 5 digit long so it was something like this **201 a few moments later I saw “5:01” in the clock, it caught my eye and it reminded me of him (I gave him that alias in 2018) and me both, because like I’ve said in my Soulmates Decoded article ‘2’ stands for me as a single digit breakdown of my birthdate and ‘5’ is him so 201 & 501 reminded me of us. I thought I was overthinking but the next day, when I was looking for some store number, it again had 501 in the end which obviously caught my attention and a few hours later, someone from my house read another wallpaper code (from a different catalogue) and it also had 201 in the ending… they could’ve read any other code or liked some other wallpaper. Here’s the funny part, I was busy browsing a few images on one of my fav apps and I was thinking about these numbers which reminded me of something similar, last year or somewhere in 2019, when I was on whisper someone had written my name in one of their posts twice because it can be used in another context, it was a line from some Hindi song, then soon after that someone wrote that guy’s name also twice in a different context. I had NEVER revealed or shared his name until 2020 (took down those posts) so no one knew about him, no one was messing with me… I have attached the screenshots here. Then, after a few weeks someone used my name again while writing another song (I’ve lost that screenshot) and the same day, while scrolling I saw someone’s reply on one of my posts which again had his name. Strange. I’m sorry I couldn’t conceal your first name in the screenshots.
First I saw my name twice
then soon, I saw his name twice, look at the pic in the underlined area, it said, “I may be harsh but I ain’t going not harsh on your yielding” His name is Harsh
like I said both of our names can be used in various different contexts.
I have lost the other screengrab which had my name… which I saw right before seeing this. This one means, “That sounds harsh so here’s a hug for you” someone wrote that for one of my posts where I had shared all the mean stuff which was sent to me for ignoring salacious messages.
NO ONE, literally no one knew about him. I would never reveal his name, in fact I wouldn’t even talk about him, no one knew anything, nothing that could identify him. I asked some fortune telling app about it and it said “Competition” and that is exactly what I was thinking you know… it’s as if there’s a competition between us but today when I recalled it due to that whole 201-501 episode which happened twice, I came across this pic… I was just thinking about that “competition” part and I was like, is it that? I thought maybe I was misreading the signs… and I was right.
I thought whoa! That’s so precise.
I had one more coincidence but I didn’t save that pic, so I was thinking about his friend (not the “Hawties” one) the “other” woman and I came across an image which had this written there: Fake Friends
I didn’t save it cause I didn’t want anything to remind me of her but after seeing this I feel I should’ve done that. I have never been that fond of all these coincidences cuz I don’t want him to be my soulmate, I don’t look good so I obviously don’t want him to have a soulmate like me… I don’t think that guy who wrote his name did that deliberately because I spoke to him and he wasn’t even aware of who I was, leave alone him cuz it was an anonymous app.
Anyway that 201-501 & 501-201 (or those names) and my article www.lilacnights.com/post/soulmates-decoded indicate that wherever there is him, there’s me, I’m always around and wherever I’m there, he is also there… but that just means you have an option if you want to choose someone other than your soulmate you can, you don’t have to settle on them (he never genuinely liked me) it could also be another coincidence.
Look at Harshita, his name is Harsh, then next I saw my Name…
and then this
All this reminds me of the song Saiyaara, I would hear it often, read the lyrics… I never wanted to associate him with that song because I had another coincidence related to my fav character from the next book (it doesn’t have much about him so I’m talking about a different character here) I was just thinking about my book (me and that character) and the scene went perfectly with those lyrics, the song was playing in the background. I was a bit taken aback but I took it as a coincidence. Here… these words also align with that 501-201 theory “Chahe jaha tu jaaye paaye mujhe hi paaye saaye hai mere yu tujh mein samaaye” This song would always remind me of that fictitious character - who would look after me and follow me like a shadow, my shadow. My Guardian Angel and one and only one friend; so I think, it’s fair to say that those are my lines… (which translate to my shadow is in you, you are my shadow) unless 501 is into necromancy and he has done some jaadu tona. I mean I’m sorry but I had… long ago, back in 2015. I really have to get this off my chest… all the coincidences had already started so I doubt it’s because of whatever lame thing I did. They were once teaching an innocuous love spell in some movie’s extra shots, you can get a huge jar, fill it with honey, then use an ice cream stick or a wooden spoon to stir it and while doing that you have to chant a few lines… I don’t remember the charm or exact words but something like “You'll have sweet thoughts about me like honey” then you have to store it in your room for six months or a year. I never tried it cuz I didn’t want to invite huge ants for dinner or waste honey… so I tried to find an alternative, something that wouldn’t require any kind of “exotic ingredients” like sugar or honey or a crow feather, monkey hair etc.
It was very simple, you have to write both of your names on a piece of paper (like you carve in trees) then wrap it up in a “special” manner and kiss it (I used one of my best Chanel lipsticks) and repeat something, I don’t remember what… around 10 times. They had one clause though, it said it would only work if someone already likes you… whatever the “affirmation” was, I chanted it only 5 times instead of 10 cuz my sole agenda was to stop him from hating me, I didn’t want to use magic to make him or anyone fall in love with me, I would never cheat there. No one would want to… anyway here’s the next step, you have to keep it under your pillow for as long as you can, I did that but when he blocked me again, I flushed it down the toilet.
Like I said, I would get a hammering pain in my head whenever he would block me, my heart would stop every time the screen would black out & it would shatter into a million pieces… I cried a lot the whole day in November 2015, coincidentally he resembled Chad Michael Murray & I was busy watching a Cinderella Story where they had a “draught” & coincidentally I had my Cinderella moment that same year in Oct (which led to more coincidences as shared in lilacnights.com/post/stupid-cupid & more) and coincidentally we too had a draught that year in 2015… and when I cried a lot in Nov I joked, “Had I filled a pail of bucket, with my tears it would’ve helped at least one family in this draught” it’s been raining in November ever since then, which is completely off-season, so the next time it rains in November in Mumbai, think of me, it should remind you of all the tears I cried in November 2015.
Xoxo
Zara Sauleh
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