There are many posts on Facebook - Zara Sauleh please go and read them. I can't share everything here.
This explains why the signs had said “HE is forcing Chemistry with Aneri even when it existed between us” THIS PROVES IT even more pls read although it’s just one aspect read till the end:
Ppl don’t give a chance especially because of HIM I have no friends here to see how I am but the UNIVERSE ✨✨knows better it can see me and it knows me in person pls read…
First of all - He is making me frantically write such haranguing posts which would project me in a bad light, moreover they can misconstrued you can’t decipher the tone when it’s in a written format AND LASTLY very few would bother to even understand what’s going on which is further encouraging that Aneri and the Devil even in these deaths! And that woman my goodness her audacity and confidence is getting bolstered day by day! She’s conveniently KLLNG me and look at her she has taken all my life 10 years keep reading pls ILL SHARE THAT NOW one more diff
Had to somehow come back n edit the previous note I was in a lot of pain I had to edit it cuz otherwise ppl wud’ve thought he assembled some furniture no it was a typo… I had written that before also that it is lying Unassembled it wasn’t getting typed back then also but I was able to fix it unlike this time
I’m not that like her to claim such things. Nonetheless I wanted to share this last thing also before dy-ing today but first I WOULD LIKE TO discuss this - I’d decided a LOT OF THINGS for my movie/book designed the character’s look too Ivy League style for the author, right from their nails to their attire and sets (the overall set and scenes 🎬) BUT THAT WOMAN made sure my talent will never get the “chance” it DESERVED I didn’t say appreciation but chance ohhh definitely. This one more diff read 👇🏻
I remembered this today although I’d already shared another’s person’s (guy’s) “opinion” about Aneri I’ve even seen such comment obvs anyway he didn’t consider her a “celeb” he has friends in Malad n Kandivali from the media he still didn’t bother to name here I wasn’t aware of her back then (not this level of involvement) he didn’t evn bother saying another actress when no acting skills he just said “Fake bo-bs n Fake accent” from that I couldn’t make out cuz I wasn’t thinking about her if I would’ve I would’ve definitely understood, anyway he said you’re a gem he’s missing out blah blah BUT LISTEN TO THIS (first I’ll mention what he called that Tanya too who was calling Harsh “Hawties” when he was getttng cosy with her again to my dismay I was so HURT I cried a lot he said this new “chick” you are getting worked up because of her? HER? They aren’t like you!!!
Harsh is making me look like a bad person here but I’ll tell u what? Look at his OPINION ALSO We are NOT here (my gen) to be fake or “politically correct” we get brutally honest especially WHERE THERE IS SO MUCH THROES AND DEATH INVOLVED it’s called fighting back we can’t get diplomatic because that Aneri knows that losers or cheapos like her are getting a foothold or upper hand nowadays BECAUSE of this whole civility we are expected to show! Pls read this ONE MORE MAJOR diff n then tell me why wont I be indignant? 👇🏻
I recalled this today otherwise it had skipped my mind back then and NO she isn’t allowed to read u pls FK OFF I really hope he’s not reading in front of her… I’ll twist my neck if she does I’m again very I’ve had enough of her I’m not Harsh to bear her immaturity im younger than you aunty better leave don’t read my post stay AWAY FROM US this is the only place I can share something. I will hurt myself if she reads this I’m not him to cradle her I’m younger why on earth wud I do that she’s so conniving!
This guy who said I was a gem compared to her and her fake accent and all (no wonder he called them that one was writing “hawties” the other This Aneri, was saying “picha picha” now I laugh, she wrote “Yes I posted a picha some liked that picha some didn’t, well it’s my acc my picha Bhagwan ne shakal toh acchi du baatein bhi acchi kiya karo” some creep had reposted this don’t blame him when u urself are creepy in fact chappis were the only ones lauding due the nkd pic, again I’ll be expected to be “politically correct” but I say it like it is and after typing whatever she’d written I blatantly said this over here with a poker face listen btc no one likes ur picha and ur “pichas” klld ppl I was shown those pichas too in this critical state so I wud die n I am, slowly my heart is getting much more weaker now ur pichas actually sck now thanku thanku bye! (her own language) aise hi average ladki chahiye thi na? There are many like her… why? Why did u want someone like me to die for somebody who doesn’t even have a brain of her own? Coming to the diff now… yes it’s still left but now u know why that guy was making fun? Lol this line wasn’t to convince u Harsh see I can read ur mind he thought the last line was also for him no it’s for all of us who are reading this and laughing.
Wah wah btw I just realised he’s assuming I’m sharing all this diff to persuade him into choosing me over here kya yaar SHE IS NOT my competition nooo it’s just for PROOF what else… after all this I will clear my side! Not giving a chance just because u knew she’ll fail yeah n on top of that ruining my life for her satisfaction yeah? All this is beyond unfair now pls read ahead
LISTEN - that other guy said she has a fake accent and I remembered something today THANKS to whoever you’ll know I’m talking about you, he was my internet buddy when I was 19, back then we wud talk on call the whole night anyone wud assume he was my bf lol we shud sit in the dark n share ghost stories from our individual homes, it
was fun though scariest REAL LIFE incidents n sometime we wud talk about technology n gadgets coming back to the main point my pressure is too low rn im dizzy n my mother won’t even answer my phone as usual I can feel it in my mouth that sensation due to eciremely low bp pls read im typing somehow so he loved talking to me on call because of this - he said (back then this was told to me long ago NOT now as I’m few years back when that other guy shared his opinion about Aneri n her fake accent) he said - I LOVE ur accent, I remembered it today and I thank my God for this mini Karma! He had said “I love ur accent and the way u talk it’s so different, it’s that husky voice sometimes
and you talk so fast, yes I always loved British accent and native ones too (mainly those foreign) so I must’ve created something subconsciously as in my own version after watching several movies I was a cinephile (I still am) it must’ve added to that (my original accent) which was appreciated in school days anyway, now as a 19 year old it was even better (when we were talking in 2014 that other person not Harsh or the one who spoke about Aneri) so he obviously loved that even more refined eclectic version now, which still comes our sometimes, now coming to the MAIN issue which makes me so sad it’s heartbreaking this -
I was suggested this reel due to face mapping which had him Harsh in background (remember Aditya Seal’s post? The prev one) I wasn’t looking like himself in fact it was identical to the article which had popped up while reading Aditya’s news,
he was looking like sorry but his not-so-attractive version that’s something I was aware of due to his 2014-15 pics cuz back then we had much more bad lighting n cameras but his actual ramp version was diff otherwise he’ll say I’m calling him ugl-y, I saw the ramp pic on the main website of the sponsors (read that post you’ll come to KNOW WHY OR HOW I REACHED there I wasn’t looking for him) stop making fun of me, as if Aneri was… chuck it we just discussed that, coming back to this, guys need to have at least 1% of looks cuz otherwise it pains girls yeah not all are like Aneri to be with… u know? (Not talking about Harsh here) That too without any pain not all of us get hrny just because there’s a male in front :/ that’s their basic criteria. My 1% DIDNOT include colour or complexion or height or body type or money BUT yeah 1% looks and personality in big fat letters and style has to be there. So nonetheless yesterday when I was writing all that for him (the love notes) I was getting the INTIMIDATING ramp pic in my head and then I remembered he looks good I did say “Nahi reh accha dikhta haï chod (means Chuck it) he’a more than 1%) he doesn’t need love or all this” but by then I’d already started writing and I thought at least he’ll know his worth, not in comparison just his own worth not mine. I had kept that vid’s SS hoping it was someone else just 1% but who reminded me of him BUT NOOOOO it turned out to be him! First of all - he had big hair in the video n in the ramp pic his hair were short cud be the phone’s camera quality especially in low light it doesn’t enlarge certain things, he was wearing a watch on the right hand although he wears it on left I’d seen on the funeral n there was no ring here but the height n body were the exact same (which again reminded me of him) it was indeed him his ear was pierced too, I still hoped it wud be someone else I’m glad the SS got deleted! I’m typing this teary eyed till now I was laughing at Aneri picha picha while cracking jokes in my head (n his kismat lol that ramp person didn’t deserve her) anyway my head is bursting wid pain n pressure which is making my low bp worse rn I also dont have aa much confidence as that “thanku” Aneri i asked u saw the ramp pic (in my head) while doing a reading and said what makes u think he was made for me (I was innocent or cute n pretty too fair as well you’ve seen my pics, I was crying but I saw myself after removing make up when we were sitting at Nashik for Sula n I told myself hey I’m actually cute I look gf material I’m not Hard to love BUT he ruined my looks) pls read ahead it doesn’t pain guys anyway girls need to be aroused to avoid pain so many complain about this so don’t worry if u end up like me, I still asked why though? He’s very diff… the answers said “You are unique there’s no one like you so you can deserve things you want” and then next answer indicated China Doll… as in yeah that I am that. Coming back to the video keeping aside the other pic PLS READ - so that personality and all was exactly like mine and I was okay with the height and body or that face whatever it was looking like because see of the camera I MEAN SOMEONE ELSE who would’ve looked like that even if the video version, he greeted somebody n his body language (it’s going to pss him off idk why) his style, not talking about clothes now, ur whole body language, overall style, gestures, mannerism, etc. they have to match and they do if they are on the same level EVEN MENTALLY the caliber has to be the same c’mon… someone like me he was EXACTLY like me but he’s forcing me to die cuz if I don’t I’ll lose my virginity to rap-e it’s not my arousal problem I’m NOT a man, it’s poor every girl’s problem in India but more than that what’s worse is this BECAUSE WHY
that I wud either when my 1% DIDNOT include height body or complexion or that ramp wala mukhda then keeping that aside… (also it’s not my problem if scary looking boring men claim to be average n 1% average is toh fine but kuch toh hona chahiye! It doesn’t pain Aneri but girls like me who aren’t always hrny like a sl-tt at the sight over every other man will be in pain n in fibro the pain will KLL me) NOT talking about Harsh its those other ppl no personality at all, she DIDNOT need him there are girls like her for them SHE IS ONE OF THEM character/persona aligns with them, I needed someone of my type he was exactly LIKE ME the video guy (pls go back and READ what similarity I’ve SHARED read that part) she’s like them all those others… anyway THIS - so I’ll lose my virginity to rap-e yeah? In this fibro pain which sounds easy when u think of it, to some dumb illiterate nincompoop? Those men… who won’t be able to even TALK or fathom what I’m saying, they are not smart or witty, they are you know… on a completely diff page also (because of that they are pervy cuz they have nothing else to think that leads to salacious n more rap-e) they are a threat to my female instincts, they are not such modern or even “normal” in our sense… anyone like this who’s like our generation wud be compatible too right? I’m not talking about a deviant or trashy lifestyle over here when I said modern they’re like more or less an uncouth sorry u can’t obviously sleep with them it’s exploitation! It’s ra-pe just because HE CHOSE A FEMALE creep/chappi cuz it wasn’t fling to pain him I will not lose my virginity to Rpe? N girls have more to lose than that also so I’ll end up hating my body after it’ll get well yeah MOUTHED by them that “type” u needed to hear that! You should be glad I didn’t say what’s worse for us! We end up brng ourselves. This happens SO STOP. It’s worse than losing respect they’re nothing like us then why? This is UNFAIR. Its a criminal offence n that’s why I’m feeling forced to DI-E because of him it’s a fact I had no one else no hope not even the video guy ever (someone like that not the ramp) BUT look where he’s pushing me, and that’s why it said - “HE IS FORCING CHEMISTRY THERE WITH “ANERI” WHEN IT EXISTED BETWEEN US” n it also said twice at multiple places “She UNRIGHTFULLY snatched what was mine” why? Why was I pushed to cmmt sc (u know what that means) its a murder though I’m being forced to d-ie today. I had to share this too. Sorry.
Oh and he’s making me write more in this condition I remembered one more thing he will say she only wants to sleep WHAT? That’s why I’m a virgin? And I turned down everyone like Jotwani n even Karan Kundra who was calling me hot on those dating apps n saying girls like me don’t exist anymore n i don’t need such apps (it was before he ruined me) I turned down everyone for that n chose commitment everyone quality over quantity (cuz u hardly have time to spend with the person u live how can u share them? N he wiped out 10 yrs if my life to punish me) for what? I chose that for? If I had to sleep I would’ve said yes. But I don’t want to get rpd here Aneri gets love making she gets intimacy when she’s Sx worthy n she prefers that too u saw Kunal? Kushal? Mishkant all those? Even in between n now there were many, she who’s made n who prefers that gets ur love n love making na? Intimacy yeah? And I GET THIS? Rap-e? There’s a HUGE diff… that’s why I’d said that I’ll be okay with Platonic too I won’t lose ky virginity BUT it has to be someone of my CHOICE as a female my caliber I can’t lose my respect. Read that similarity now again go back n read what I mean by caliber. Now I’ll d-ie in peace after clarifying this.
He forced me to di-e. He wasn’t dead ppl take divorces he didn’t even talk or see if I was okay nothing’s irrevocable other than death Aditya’s death My death Matthew’s death all of our’s all gone forever. Bye sorry I’ll always love you n stick to my morning posts but I had to share these things too before dy-ing otherwise it would’ve been more unfair.
- Zara Sauleh
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